Friday, September 23, 2005

In dedication...

Age 1 - 6:

I am the baby whom gave you 6 hours of labor pain in the ward in the morning of 18th in the rainy season of July.

I am the baby which you neglected due to your heavy load of work.

I am the child who thought being you was easy.

I am the child who showers in the love of many caring souls... yet nvr the content feeling.

Age 7-12:

I am the boy who stood up to bullies and live to tell the tale.

I am that boy who shed many tears, touched by the inspiring words of my god parents.

I am that snobbish boy who thought he knew everything.

I am that brat who almost got kicked out from school for subjecting in 3 fights where the opponents... bleeded...profusely.

I am that fatty that went around school making lil girls weep, big boys shameful and teachers mad.

I am that brat who thinks girls are creation of the Devil.

I am that kid who acted so tough, but almost lost to a girl in a fight. She was 1 head taller k????

I am the boy which teacher nvr expected of scoring straight A's.

Age 12-14:

I am that teen who took an arrow for you, it was almost fatal, yet...cupid did not strike hard enough.

I am that bf who took your love for granted.

I am that teen whom went on a dieting plan all for the courage of speaking to you.

I am that teen who seemed so cold, but feeling all awful inside.

I am that teen who falls sick the day after his first clubbing experience.

Age 14-16:

I am the confused teen... praying for forgiveness and guidance...
I'm sorry I broke another heart.

Age 17-18:

I am that friend who got hated for being subdued in this feeling known as love.

I am that victim of cupid once more... this time... the arrow pierced both hearts... It was fatal...
for me...
for sure...

I am that silly boy who walks around the corridor back and forth just to get a good glance at you.

I am that boy who lingers round the canteen before the break of dawn just to get a word with you.

I am the boy who prepared breakfast for you only to find out how much u hated kaya.

I am that boy...who went against my curfue of reaching school at the very last minute, to taking taxi in the early 6 in the morning so we get to meet.

I am that dengue patient who fought till my very last breath, nvr failing to attend classes, all in the purpose... of your mesmerizing smile.

I am that hopeless friend who neglected friendship in trade of love. I am sorry...

I am the concerned bf who fails to sleep at night worrying about your safety in clubbing.

I am the asshole who hogged on the phoneline so long, you do not have time to study.

I am that hopeless bf who doesnt understand you.

I am the bf, who held on so tight, regardless of any obstacles ahead.

I am... that ex, who shed more than 1 tear knowing that we were nvr meant to be...

I am that ex, who still stalks around your house, violate your privacy, hack your student account, after breakup.

I am that ex, whom made your friends so pissed, for making them to promise to look after you over and over again.

I am that ex who still thinks you are good...just sorry I nvr understand you.

I am that ex which guilt still haunts for imprinting harsh words I never meant, into your memory.

Age 19:

I am that ex of yours who believes if I put enough effort into it, our expired love could be fermented into tasty friendship.

I am that successful patient who overcomed that traumatizing virus known as 'LOVE'.

I am that friend who will try his best to keep you guys happy. Thanks for depositing faith in me. The interests are better now, will definitely improve later. I wont fail you guys.

I am that man who thinks he is ready for another Cupid's arrow. Bring it on.

I am that grateful child, teen, ex and friend I am today. All thanks to you guys for walking down this pavement of growth with me.