Perpetual friendship has always been a propaganda to cheat innocent young souls into believing that they have actually found someone whom they could link with and the link between the two or more parties would last for eternity.
It has been a conspiracy all along.
At least not yours.
But definitely mine.
Friends came and go in my life.
Never before a single soul that I have encountered is willing to bare the pain of being my eternal friend.
Is it due to my awful scent that is capable of bring the deceased back from the dead?
Or my back-stabbing-appearance that deceived even the masters of conmen?
Sigh...
And then these few friends appeared and shed a dimn light upon my shadow casted past...
They are whom i regard as True friends.
Yet... Perpetual is such a heavy word that bares so much responsibility to uphold.
Friendship is never easy to upkeep.
Never to mention 8 years of friendship.
To a friend who thought of himself as insignificant in this tainted world of lies...
you have been living in a world of misconceptions all these while...
You are a part of my life. Current experience of life fully to the extend of 19 years...
you have occupied almost half of it... and you were among the greatest influencial power that came upon my life after Karl Marx's theory on 'equality to all'.
We are all blank sheets of papers upon birth. With every fall, adds another short verse into our life. And you my friend, have filled at least quater of the contents writen in my life.
Yes u have.
In the gaming section,
ranting section,
oh, and definitely the hall of fame for procrastinating.
And proud to say... u have been quoted, cited and placed in the bibliography corner... here... in my heart.
It does sounds gay. But heck...
Our friendship is at stake here...
6 years later... u might be a graduate working for the Royal Army or somewhere in Bosnia working for charity being a freelance doctor.
And I, hopefully working with world reknown architects from around the globe to construct the next big thing after the KLCC.
Never had the courage to send u off to KLIA.
I might be at a lost for words.
And u...probably would struggle to find something that could surge up a conversation.
Years later after we meet again...
The bond between our friendship... might be dusty, rusty... or ever broken.
Just like a really close fren of ours ...
PK...
having to reply me like a stranger...
Life is like a big screen play...rewinding itself from time to time...
If only i could access the remote...and pause it at the happiest moment of the show.
Already I can feel it.
It's like the previous scene that happened between us with PK.
We chat less,
go out less....
and eventually we ran out of topic...
In the end... we dont even bother to contact.
And soon... we are just old trash waiting to be deleted from the recycle bin.
Whatever it is...
A man gotta do...wut a man gotta do.
Indeed... it has been ur dream to break free...
to venture into the unknown.
To see world at its best, at its worst.
To experience the extreme of heat... and the most extreme of frost...
I bid u farewell my friend.
Perpetual friendship might seem like a fantasy...
But u will always... be treated as a true friend of mine.
All the best to you.