Resolutions

I made a promise.
Or rather... a list of promises.
 And it's time to pay up by the end of the year.

1. Drop one size by the end of September. From XL to L.
 2. Reach out to old friends and make new ones.
 3. Make headway in career.
4. Overcome cigarette addiction. 
5. Find 2nd income.
6. Pick up a hobby.
7. Make gym a way of life.
8.Join competitions.
9. Pick up an instrument.
10. Never start a relationship out of loneliness.

Left Overs

At every single turn, at every single angle, lies a remnant of our past.
"Feel free to put it away..." you said; before your drove off from the gates.

Albeit the painful reminders they may bring, I will not throw them away.
These are memories and lessons we have both accumulated over the years.
Be it painful, it was a knowing decision that I have made. All that so I will never forget every bad decisions I have made... all the hearts I have broke...

And in time... I will walk out of this... knowing that I am a person whom I can better accept.

"I'm bad and that's good.
I will never be good, and that's not bad.
There's no one I'd rather be than me."

I Don't Wanna...Talk About It.

Do not ask me if it is the right thing to do, for I do not have an answer.
But I do know... that it is the wrong thing to do if I continue leading someone on without a definite commitment.

 I come to understand that asking is a sign of caring.
 But I do not understand... why the answer needs to come now.
 I need some time.
 And really...
...
 ..
 .
I Don't Wanna Talk About It.