Sunday, January 09, 2005

Number 16 Lover

the lost of meaning in being persistant,
why shouldnt i be given a chance to determine who should gain a place in my heart?
on ur next attempt to chg ur partner, my name would be deleted from ur phone...
thus pls i beg of you not to come looking for me, the one who didnt get a good hold of ur heart.

come to think of the moment before,
i cant help of being silly, innocent as u might call it,
among the girls u were the only one who presented me a ring,
it turned out that "I love you most" from ur lips were just temporary.
and it happened to be a chg of my rank every 2 days in ur heart.
from 1 to 2, 4 to 12 it became more and more ridiculous through the progress of time...

why? how? did i ever became ur number 16 lover...
simply by walking in the street now, u can easily find a guy much more interesting and attractive than i am...
sometimes i just envy them so much and wish to be them,
to chg my appearance to start a new beginning with u.

i had always been a winner in the past,
how could i bare with this status of being a substitute in ur heart?
i have seen the peak of ur icy mountain, yet gradually slipping down to the pit of no return...
in seeing the future, my legs were shaking, heart filled with fear...
as i said before it would be an unregretable love...
ironically... i am to be taught a lesson now.

i turned humble, only wishes to be on the 2nd spot,
yet i would still feel the excitement of achievement,
who would have guessed that tolerating would lead from a drop of rank from the 1st runner up to the 2nd runner up...
everyone claimed that i allowed u to be flirtitious thus causing a fall to even a more ridiculous stage of rank 4, 5, 6 and 7 with no surprise at all...
my tolerance leads to ur cruelty which gave u the heart to push me to a neverending pit.

Joey Yung : - Number 16 Lover

my attempt of translating the one time famous Number 16 Lover that is shaking the HK music industry now.
i happened to hear this song on the radio today on my way to see my friends...
the song gave me flashbacks of what happened a month before.
i made a u-turn and made a stop in a nearby playground to finish the song.

slowly i reflect why am i acting like this, alone, in my car.
this appeared to be the theme song which my pet sis has chosen to end her relationship with her first real true love.
nights after nights i spent time in hoping i could help her out from the pit which her ex has thrown her into.
making sure she would forget every memory they made together.

she failed real bad.
she cant forget, nor feel less for him.
what am i complaining...
and why am i helping her to forget...
i can barely forget as well...
it just the 1st month of our break up.
sigh~

how am i to bare with the coming times...?
miss u...